Sunday, November 30, 2008

Baby Fever.

It's hit me.   I don't know if it's a passing phase or something that will stay until I act upon it. 

I have sold ALL of my baby stuff except for my crib and change table.  ALL OF IT.   That's how done I was and happy with my neat two male package.   Prior to last week, I chatted to dh about how wonder two boys are, how it's nice to have "us" back, sleep back, how easy it is that they are independent and playing with eachother, etc.   No strollers, no diapers, no bottles or mushed baby food.

And now. What the hell has happened to me?   The thought of maybe a girl, which prior to last week absolutely repulsed me, now intrigues me and tugs at me.   Pink purple dolls and shoe shopping all dance in my head.

And yes, I've considered that I have a 50% chance of boy or girl.  

It's just a blip, I'm sure.   Or is it?   My online friends all cautiously step away and don't comment.  Do they not know how it's eating me up?

I have finally found a family doctor last month.  One that we could easily make the snip procedure appointment for dh.   Finally!   

I had 3 offers to buy my crib and change table, which I listed 3 weeks ago on craigslist...and now?  I've neglected to get back to them.  Something won't let me sell them!

I'm praying and wishing for received vibes that this will pass over me and i'll be ready to make that snippy appointment. 

4 comments:

  1. Sending you memories of:

    pregnancy, labour, sleepless nights, spit up, diapers, poopy diapers, more spit up, more diapers, crying, and small people who can't tell you what's wrong.

    Good luck!!

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  2. I am thinking neJ has pretty much nailed this one. On the other hand, pretty telling that once the snip snip could fall into place these feelings popped up. I'm just saying....

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  3. Theresa10:04 PM

    You have too much time on your hands right now. If you were working none of these thoughts would even enter your mind.

    Listen to your heart and your mind. If you are not ready don't do anything rash

    Consider getting another dog.

    Personally I am done. I love my sleep way toooooo much. Little Miss has been waking up again in the evenings. We are back to 2 and 3 disruptions in the night and early, early wake ups.

    Theresa

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  4. Amanda11:54 PM

    No advice here as I haven't had any baby fever kick in and I've long since sold all my baby stuff. Althought it helps that I have a houseful of kids during the day to keep baby fever at bay.

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