I have sold ALL of my baby stuff except for my crib and change table. ALL OF IT. That's how done I was and happy with my neat two male package. Prior to last week, I chatted to dh about how wonder two boys are, how it's nice to have "us" back, sleep back, how easy it is that they are independent and playing with eachother, etc. No strollers, no diapers, no bottles or mushed baby food.
And now. What the hell has happened to me? The thought of maybe a girl, which prior to last week absolutely repulsed me, now intrigues me and tugs at me. Pink purple dolls and shoe shopping all dance in my head.
And yes, I've considered that I have a 50% chance of boy or girl.
It's just a blip, I'm sure. Or is it? My online friends all cautiously step away and don't comment. Do they not know how it's eating me up?
I have finally found a family doctor last month. One that we could easily make the snip procedure appointment for dh. Finally!
I had 3 offers to buy my crib and change table, which I listed 3 weeks ago on craigslist...and now? I've neglected to get back to them. Something won't let me sell them!
I'm praying and wishing for received vibes that this will pass over me and i'll be ready to make that snippy appointment.