I did the unthinkable.
I dove into my garbage just now. To rescue the cookies I threw out.
I made a recipe from the new Cookies book by Martha Stewart. LOVE the book. It's fantastic. But for some reason my Brown Butter Toffee Blondies didn't turn out. Everything was done to a 't'. I'm thinking it just wasn't baked long enough.
Anyways..they turned out way underdone. and the thought of having gooey underdone squares containing at least 2 cups of brown sugar and 1.5 cups of butter which haven't chemically reacted properly just made me ill. So I bagged up the entire 9x13 pan of it, minus a few bites from Trent and I, and chucked it in a big plastic bag and threw it in the garbage.
This evening. I had a craving. For one. last. bite.
I can't believe I fucking did that. I'm laughing histarically at myself right now.
Oh it was so righteously worth it.
They're back in the garbage again. without a bag, mixed in among the coffee grounds and banana peel so I won't dare touch it again.
OMG I cannot believe I admitted to this!